是我想太多，我也这样说 -李玖哲

The more I recollected, the more sucky I feel.
The funny thing now is I already lack of the strength to cry.
心里有种很想哭的感觉。。。但是不知怎么了，就是连那种哭得力气与意念也找不到。
Maybe it is just a lethargic feeling.

Actually I do not feel like talking to another one else about this so for those who are contacting me, I am sorry. The only ones I feel like sharing this with are my ladies at this moment.
It is actually quite tiring to relate over and over again.

The more I try to contain...The more I find myself losing.

Recollection

Even yesterday feels like a dream and nothing really actually feels real. Recollecting...I started to recollect my memories like they have been chucked back at one corner long time ago.
Suddenly I feel distant. Distant from reality and was yesterday even real?

You know about this saying goes "Somethings are better left unsaid"? There are so many things that left unspoken for me since a long time ago. Repercussion? It will still come back to haunt you but in another cynical scenario and each time the threaten even more deathly.

I now feel so tired. My eyes so heavy and soul feel like difting to sleepland again. Guess that is the only time where emotions go back to sleep.

So back to recollection.
A long while after reaching home, I suddenly went to dug out my 'yesterdays'. I wanted to understand where is the link and is there really one in the first place?
I realised how much a lovefool I was 'yesterday'. (Yesterday is just a relative term of measure, not exactly literally yesterday.)
Page after page. It is all about my feelings. My tears, my pain, my happiness, my 5 seconds worth of hope. All these things I have long put behind me are nothing but pieces of memories now.

But when you miss someone and make it a point to miss that someone long enough, that someone would not fade away with time. That someone would eventually become a fossil in your heart. Even though that sense of missing has dried up, it will still remain there.

Dear friends, I am pretty sure most of you might have that fossil in your heart. (Or is it just my problem?) If you have know my story, how would you actually feel if you were me? Can you actually shrug it off? Tell me if you can,tell me how?

Somethings are better left unsaid. Even you are 'pushing' me to say but would it do anyone of us good? I don't think so.

A piece of memory. A piece of longing. A sense of missing and a sense of pain.

Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow.

Friday night and lovely life

It was a long, draggy and seriously a lil' stressful day at work (or maybe pretending to be stressed along) and there I had an impromptu date with Yvonne & Kristin.
(Photos to be uploaded soon)

I am so glad to meet up with them and it is my 3rd date with Von's bff #1 aka Kristin Amiko Chan. I seriously love her.
She is such an easy going, cute and absolutely lovely soul that you don't have those kinda foreign feeling even at first meeting.
At one point, they were reminiscing about their secondary school past and I just smiled with envy. I envy that kinda long and strong friendship that the 2 share.
I thought I could have one too but then again, what's not means what's not.

Anyway we had so much fun cam-whoring till a California Fitness sales personnel came and blah blah de blah us. When I said,"Thank you but we have our own EXERCISE ROUNTINE.", I ought to be pierce in the tongue for doing that one third of the lie.
Obviously the 'we' doesn't include ME. Von was asking "what's your exercise rountine huh?"
Erm...Walking to and fro the MRT and home and to work place? Lolx.

You know, a girl really need to have her girlfriends around. While I am not talking about the case of homo-sexuality, the love and power of girl-friendship aka sisterhood could very possibly surpass the love between a girl and her man.
Perhaps love is of a different degree but I do think most girls would vow to standby each other whether one of them is doing the right thing or not. Whereas for the case of boyfriends, you piss us off and you would be dead. Period.

Is brotherhood that strong too? While some dramas may project so, I beg for a second opinion anytime.Call me a sexual discriminator or feminist, I won't give a damn.

Sugar and spice, that's what girls are made of.
We all love a good girls' time.

The people I can't do without

3 of us swimming in our pool of sins and 1 drowning in sorrow.
Heaven'O heaven...Would you just stop making a fool outta us?

Putting everything aside, I caught sight of something new and it becomes my lust item.


New Powershot E10 (I think). Jason would be going, "nice meh?" but I just like the candy colour and it just look too sweet for me to resist.

I wonder what is the retail price. I so like the pink one.
I know I am so fucking broke this month but I still wanna shop.

Shite me..Nothing but a sin do-er

Does anyone know what happen to 陈晓东? I am not a Chinese music listener for a long time but his songs were one of those last few before I switched to the English music scene.(and now stop abruptly everything altogether.)

Suddenly I start listening to his songs again,those famous hits before he vanished altogther, I realised one thing. - I LIKE his voice!
Actually I kinda like Daniel Chan then(Though obviously not those crazy fans). What is not to like about Daniel Chan? He's tall, cute looking, considerably handsome actually, big round eyes with the famous floppy long hair then. Plus he can sing and act!
You have to admit his voice is really not bad.

Am I so trapped in the 90s?


Yesterday was Jason and my 62nd month. We went Junction 8 for dinner and Bodyshop was having some sales there.
Bought the scrub, a men face protector cream (whatever) for Jason and the latest mood lifter and energiser blah blah products there.

Isn't that Le Coq Sportif pouch nice? Jason was saying, "Pretty meh?" I find it really nice like and I like - That is most important,isn't it? Going at retail $19.90 so with Jason's RSH discount, I get it slightly less than $12. Hehehe. Yea, I asked him to buy it for me. HAHAHA.

So we went to Best Denki when the TV was playing the 3D Mickey Mouse cartoon on the TV. So I asked Jason to go ahead to see whatever he wanna see and I stand there till the cartoon is finish. LOLX!
I just like Mickey Mouse lah. When I'm with Jason, I say 'Bickey Mao'. That is how your mothers pronounced it like "Bacdonna." (Macdonald)

When the cartoon is finished, I saw him standing at the other corner giving me a 'tsk,tsk' look.
He surprised me by playing "peek a boo" with me as we walked out the store.
He covered my eyes by saying,"See bickey mao," and removed it "Now you don't." and repeat this twice with the third time he flashed me the VCDs.
HAHAA. That's definitely sweet. >< Anyway~We had dinner at Sakae Sushi. I have no idea that the usual $1.99 normal plate sushi now costs $2.29. Sick! Well..at least those sushis were pretty fresh yesterday.



Didn't took alot of pictures. Special mentioned to the last dish featured. Some pan fried chicken with layer of cheese n mayo on top. NICE! Totally FAT!

I still have not stop curb my pretty unlawful eating!!!

ARGH!

Things marked on calender

Coming right out.

23rd Sept 08 (today)
Almost forgot that it is our 62nd month together till I saw the date on the screen at MRT.
Meeting Jason for dinner tonight at Bishan. Totally unprepared.

26th Sept 08
Going to airport after work to fetch Daddy...Alone. What I am gonna do the hours in between?

30th Sept 08
Supposedly there is a gathering with my lovelies. Exact venue and confirmation of crowd to be confirmed.

17th Oct 08 - 18th Oct 08
Girls' night out. Booking at The Inn is confirmed. It's all well anticipated.

I just called to said I love you - Stevie Wonder

Which I just did at around 2pm.
Jason and I have been together for 5 years odd and actually I know there is no doubt that I do love him.
Love comes in many forms and there is a kind of love that blossoms with time. I know that I could possibly be one of the lousiest partner around or rather I could just have been alot better but well, it is more than words. =)

I have been stupid and stupid I am to actually wake up early,do the chores,prepping out just to witness another big plane fly from my airway. Wtf?! To be totally honest, I am less pissed than I actually thought I would be.
I am just feeling disgusted and somewhat knew it that this is the way it should have been.

Was watching Friends just now and I think I am trapped in the 90s. I really think those sitcoms are so much funnier and better than what we have now. (Not that I watch alot.)
Friends. I just love a small group that are so close to each other. Never mind there are couples among the friends but the bond they have is so cool!

I told Von that I wish we had those kinda culture and she told me to forget it. Lolx. True, that's America. You know why people still wish to have that Amercia's dream? (Though the States could be really a horrible place to be in right now.)

Anyway me and mah' girls are so looking forward to the rendevous on 17 Oct 08. What can 4 girls do when they spend the night together? This is so like going back to 16 years old except it is much legal to talk about sex. Lolx!

Sunday, sunday.
I wish all of you a pleasant and fast work week ahead and boy oh boy, weekend again!
Jason won't be free on Saturday (and Friday) due to F1. Anyone wanna date me on Saturday?

You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life - Abba

I am just so glad that I watched Mama Mia! It is such a fun movie that you really wanna go ahead and do those cheesy dance steps and sing out loud!

Before Thursday night, I still wasn't sure if I would wanna watch Mama Mia. I mean...Abba no doubt was one of the hottest in that era but isn't High School Musical hotter now? Lol.
After reading some reviews, I started to think maybe Mama Mia could be interesting though I wasn't totally convinced still.

But hell~Mama Mia is really awesome! Pierce Brosnan just look so outta place, be it his acting or dancing. But it is still cute to see the former 007 agent doing his dance steps and sing. Still that dashing despite no longer a hot bod. I love and hate it the same time he keeps doing his signature wink.
But the rest of the cast did such a marvellous job altogether that I wouldn't mind watching it again.

Do not mistake it as just a dance and sing musical drama, it does has a plot and it is well delivered at the same time.

Now having watch the show, I can totally understand why ABBA was SO GODAMN HOT! The catchy music still makes you wanna do your thing!

Go watch it, I don't think you would regret spending a weekend ticket's worth on this show.

Ps...I wanna have that kinda wedding too! The greek wedding dress maybe a lil PJ like but I love the lace and the grace!

It was my typical Laugh Out Loud Saturday with Jason. He just has to make me laugh at my own actions and words.
For example, we were at Guardian looking for my $1 mask. There's this eye masks, neck mask and BREAST mask which were going at $1 at the Thomson Plaza's outlet. I thought it was the same everywhere but IMM's outlet sells it at $1.95.
So the neck and breast masks were put together and Jason for some unknown reason keep looking at those masks. So I said," Why you keep looking at the Breast masks, you wanna buy ah? You use also no use." HAHAHAHA.
Then I went to look at some other stuff when he suddenly took this Rocher and put it near my eyes. He kept asking me to look at the chocolate and I stared at it,thinking what is it? Then he said,"Why you keep looking, you wanna buy ah?"
-_______-"

On the way home in the bus, he was talking something which I can't remember now. I said said,"yawn,yawn,yawn,yawn" to blah him when seconds later I really gave another small yawn.
Then he said,"See...keep saying yawn then really yawn. Say burp now."
Me,"I say "Poo" "
Jason,"Oh shite..let me go."
Before I can even stop laughing, he quickly realised,"Oh shit, I said 'shite'!"

Wha lao..Super funny lah!
Um..Maybe you guys find it hard to understand here but I just think he is just so funny lah.


My buyings from Daiso. It is so everything pink..almost.

Lychee wolfberry aloe vera green tea.
Instead of Nissim noodles, I asked for white rice instead. They still gave me dunno what Shanghai sauce and veggies in a small soup bowl. (Both heavily MSG loaded.)


This weekend post ain't gonna end with my face but my boo's!

;)
I hate it when Saturday ends, too fast too furious!

We are now living in a phase whereby abbreviations are being said out literally.
Such as O.m.g and Z.z.z.

Anyway I am working now. (Like totally paid to do nothing) I missed out 2 pictures which I wanted to post last night. Forgotten clean about it when I saw a shocking sms from my friend. =(

Anyway~anyhow..here's the 2 pictures from the magazines. Take it as an add on to yesterday's post.

I know this picture is like sometime back. Jlo was still pregnant but I took it cos' I think Marc Anthony is ugly. Kwa kwa. Not that I dislike Marc Anthony. I still like his only 2 singles heard here - You sing to me and ....shite,what's the other one? But he is nothing hot.

This is seriously wtf. PRADA paperclips. Wth!!!!
Be the office SNOB - by using only Prada paperclips. I dunno what kinda metal they use for the paperclip but it has the word prada printed on it.

I was then friendstering and decided to look at RQ's photos.
Suddenly it dawns to me that RQ,despite a name we always mentioned,suddenly looks a lil' unfamiliar to me. Gosh...this is bad!

This is at the dunno which hotel birthday treat by Irene. I would never forget that birthday treat cos' it is the first chinese free flow buffet I've eaten. I will always remember the taste of that roasted chicken!
RQ and I were so close then. I miss confiding to him. Haha.

HAHAHAHAHA! So classic right? Look how young SW and RQ looked!

Sigh...I miss my poly days again. Where are the days we would sit there,waiting for lectures, talk nothing but gossips,school projects,copying tutorials?

Missessssssssssssssssss.

Do something you ENJOY without feeling a little guilty

I saw this quote off my work calender minutes before I knocked off. I guess that's about it, why not?

I guess it hasn't been a pleasant week for some of my darlings.
Von,von,von. I guess I have been repeating the cliches but what I tell you is we really love you. If you need us, we are there.

Fyn,ah fyn,shan shan. You are one of my few regular readers here.Heee.(But that's not the point here.)Take good care of yourself hor? You cannot always fall sick after a stressful period de. This always happen and please~~~just eat more,in take more vitamins at the same time.

Speaking of eating, I wonder does no diet watcher like me,as a result of eating due to desires or mental callings, fall sick less often? Kwa kwa kwa. I notice that with the expansion of my waistline,rounder face and protruding tummy.

OH!!! I forgot to mention something funny happened this morning while I walked to the MRT.
As usual, squinting my eyes (due to the usual blazing sun) I slowly strolled the usual path listening to music and waiting for msges replies.
Suddenly this guy who was walking infront of me slowed down and removed his ear piece and suddenly said, "Hi....I noticed we often walked the same way to the train."

I looked at him and mentally go "SHITE!" and weakly said.."Oh..is it?"
I seriously NEVER notice him at all lo!He doesn't even exist in my memories and I swear I wouldn't even remember him today if he hasn't stopped me.

So he shyly asked me for my name and I don't wanna give away my name,you see. I uttered some true and false information to him like my name is Michelle, I stayed at Blk 326 (Actual is 329), I worked at d.ghaut in a recruitment firm.

There is a min of awkwardness and I quickly plugged my earpiece back and tell him I made a move first.

WHA LAO EH! TMD lo!

Ok, to be fair...I applaud to that guy's courage. If he has been noticing me (God knows since when), it must have take him really some fair amount of courage to be mustered to approach me.
I,for one never possess such courage.

If you wanna kpo and asked me how does this guy look like etc. He is just slightly taller than me, decent decent look. Round eyes,black short gel hair. Not handsome but not ugly. AND NOT MY TYPE.
It is not the factor of I am attached or not, it is the fact that I wouldn't be attracted to him anyway. So you can say physique does play a part.

Later on, I saw this SUPER ULTIMATE DROP DEAD GORGEOUS,DEADLY HANDSOME guy at the Selegie Road bus stop. He is tall, dashing and just so fucking yummy looking.
Short,neat boyish hair, well built, perfect complexion and a pair of so godamn sexy eyes!
To rub things in, he even manage to pull it off as the HANDSOME boy next door image.
Nothing naughty and so damn WOW!
It makes you wonder how does this extreme handsome species get laid on earth?
If you can't imagine, think the short boyish hair Wang Li Hong but maybe even slightly better built!

Excuse me if this sounds raw. But I really almost wanna drool when I saw him lo!!! I guess it is the same kinda theory whereby guys get a hard on upon seeing a Angelina Jolie except ours is nothing that erotic.

So if it is that handsome guy who stopped by me this morning and introduce himself, you can be 100% assured that I would give him ALL my personal particulars.
HAhahahahahaha! So shallow but hell, that guy's gorgeousness is really no play-play.

Ok enough of recollection of a lustful dream.

Oh yea..another funny thing.
I went to buy my usual honey green (bubble) tea during lunch. That 2 aunties just heartx me lo~hehehe. I thought they don't have mini pearls anymore so I ordered jellies. The other auntie (who aint doing my order) heard me and tell the auntie (whose doing my order) that they have mini pearl and ask to give it to me.
Whahaha..They just know me! Then the auntie go on and praised my hair and me. (I know, I have totally zero shame in my blog.)
She said my hair has the retro look. I smiled and then went 'dots' in my head.
Retro??
Retro meh?
I was thinking is that another code of 'off beat' or 'old'? Lolx. Of cos' I know the aunties sincerely DON'T mean that.

So finally after 6pm, the orgasmic hour, I walked to my fav neighbourhood salon and pamper my dried hair.
I heartx my stylist,Angel! She is not talkative and just gives you a very comfy feel.
A dunnno what spa treatment, she charged me $45. I am just happy though I can safely tell you this month, I'm so gonna eat shite liao.
I did not hit my sales target and my handphone bills amount to $100plus (No thanks to the auto roaming), and darn that insurance bills again!
Bad things aside, I flipped through the magazines and saw some of the very gorgeous stuff!

What attracted me to that cup was the pink (of cos) and it was actually some blink crystals on the box itself. I think it is also imprinted on the cup itself.
Found at iwannagohome. Hmmmm..other than the pink and the blink, it is otherwise just a cup.
BIMBOOOO!
Give bimbo-ness a second look. Who wanna buy for me? Hehe.

Juicy coulture watches. I like the white metal strap one.

I would faint on the spot if this is given to me! The word 'Louis Vuitton' is just so powerful even though I am not that big of a fan for materials and brands. Also simply I can't afford.
My fav designer would forever be Marc Jacobs. I dunno why. I just see his face in magazine and I fell in love with him.

This screams for my attention. Tagheuer. Of cos' it is the pink one that makes me snap,snap,snap.

Closer look.
The sporty one. But not so impressive for me.


Actually it ain't so much about this design or the brand that captured my attention lah. Maybe the pink did at first flip. But again, you give me anything that's pink and/or white and blink or black,bronze and blink or even gold with CLASS, it would captured my attention.

Hehehe. I bought this trial mini version at Watsons. I was there during lunchtime and usually at Watsons, I would just get anything that seems good and affordable. That is only $1.95 and I got 2. If it ever works for me, I'll let you know.

My still dried hair after treatment. What to do? I am simply not born with silky hair. But having someone to wash your hair for you is just nothing but shiok lah!

Enjoy your weekend and rest well.

I have 5 minutes to wrap up before lunch is over.

Plan for tonight.
Go and do my hair treatment though it seriously won't make a big difference to my hair's quality.

Plan for tomorrow.
Watch Mama Mia at GV Jurong Pt. (God knows why would I even wanna watch that. But it is just a spontaneous notion when I saw the advert on TV last night.)

Plan for 17 Oct 08 to 18 Oct 08.

I so love this invitation card. Credits to Vonx. I heartx that Disney fonts!

So I guess that's about it. 5 mins gone.
The bubble tea shop aunties at my work area so heartx me and I heartx them too!

不能拥有全部,只拥有回忆.是受苦还是礼物? -蔡健雅

I decided to go ahead with my hair treatment tomorrow after work.
Heck with boyfriend and dinner.
Jason must be thinking where and when on earth did he offend me but I guess I just slipped into that kinda whatchamacallit mood again. Not PMS. My cycle is just over.
Oh did I mentioned that I love the hair wash that my salon's stylist does? The scrubbing and massaging of head is just so shiok!

I guess I just need more of me time to get rid of what I feel.
For gals, this is where materials come to comfort.
No denial about that.

Lunch time for me

Is totally boring,more often than not.
I either blog hopped, read bloggies' archives (including mine), read Channelnewasia.com,friendster.com and todayonline.com.
Oh so boring.

At the States, the selection of P.M seems so intense and somewhat exciting and interesting. I tried to digest what I read but actually I only have a 'dots' feel about those articles. Ever wish if the selection of democratic parties be more exciting here in SG?

Surprisingly Jason asked me if I wanna meet him for dinner tomorrow. (I wanna meet him??)
Though I was somewhat nonchalant and maybe a teeny weeny envying that my ladies have their programs (2 with boyfriends, 1 with colleagues and friends?), I don't know if I actually feel like meeting Jason when offered to.

Somehow all the lovey dovey neutrons were well wiped off from my body. With some disappointments along the way, I don't know if it's ever worth it to put in effort in anything when time eventually washes the passion off.
In the issue of taking things for granted and some other, I just feel effortless and blah to put in effort to feel emo over things that I should now be numb of.

This is not escaping nor self deceit. This is the inter-cross between 'dots' and 'whatever'.

Maybe as the song goes "好无聊", everything seems to be 好无聊.
Wars,recessions, economy ta-ba-boom. Everything seems to be 好无聊,好无聊,好无聊,好无聊.

You and me both 好无聊.

The only winning investment to be made is yourself. I should just be bother with how I feel.

无聊-_-

We are living in a modern dark age.

So there are natural disasters all along.
Earthquakes,hurricanes,typhoons,tornadoes,flood,drought,volcano's eruptions,sand storms,land slides etc.
And man made ones.
Wars. I would like to think wars are man made disasters. Inclusive of political wars.
Accidents too.
Planes,trains,cars crashes.
Unethical approaches to endanger another life.
Kidnap,murder,assault and even poisoning of milk powder.
Crisis.
Economy downfall, stock market plunges, jobless situations.
Illness.
Mental,physical,emotional,psychological. Curable and terminal.

Help is always not around and I wonder why do we often complicate the world with our desires,every of our moves and allow ourselves to be manipulate?

Life could be so simple and pure if time hasn't move forward that hastily,plagued with greed.

And then..there is emotion.

Love makes the time pass. Time makes love pass...

I quote that from Irene's PM at her MSN.
How true....

突然间发现
你也只是个人很普通
那些浪漫的事
不会天天都有
用力谈着恋爱
因为害怕太寂寞
谁不怕寂寞

当爱情有了伤痕
OK绷也没有用
我听我的音乐
你喝你的啤酒

没有什么快乐
也没什么不快乐
其实我想说好无聊
真的好无聊
我想面子没有爱重要

好无聊
你好无聊
假装一切都很好

走到了下个路口
应该停下还是走
你是我的快乐
还是个习惯呢
用力谈着恋爱
是不是太怕寂寞
怕自己会寂寞

好无聊 真的好无聊
我想面子没有爱重要
好无聊 我好无聊
假装一切都很好

我讨厌和你吵吵闹闹
什么事都可以唱反调
不如这样吧各奔前程
好过在一起无聊

好无聊 真的好无聊
我想面子没有爱重要
好无聊 你好无聊
假装一切都很好
好无聊 真的好无聊
我想面子没有爱重要

-Tanya Chua

好无聊 你好无聊
假装一切都很好无聊
你真的好无聊
好无聊 我也好无聊
无聊 这世界好无聊

I just feel very 'disturbed' by all those words.
Period.

Girls' night out

Von,Irene,Yin & I are planning a girls' night out. Since a tour is a tad outta the budget right now, we decided to put the money to a 1 night stay at hotel!

Talk about a girls' night out!!! It's so exciting! Can't believe I am only doing it at 24 years old but hey, nothing's too late!

You read that. Absolutely no men or children allowed! Boys are dumb,men are dumb! Thank God, children is not a factor yet.

It's gonna be a long talk,gossip,drinking (that would less me out cos' I don't drink) and maybe even clubbing. But again, it would be wasting the money that we threw in the hotel if we headed out. AND~~We can have breakfast the next Saturday morning together!!

Think Sex and the City,except no LV,Dior,Prada etc.

No worries, we are way better looking that that. That is more like 20 years later. Lolx.

Can't wait!

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival

Or in my native tongue, 'Happy Yue bing jie' to all of you.

More often than not, Sunday is a lovely day. (Though chunks of housechores to be done later.)
Before I post about my Saturday's post, I felt compelled to apologise to my 2 lovelies - Von & Irene, for not being able to join both of you last night. I hope you (Von) are feeling better and both of you haven't drink too much.
Big big hugs and big apology too.

Yesterday we went to Jason's (another) cousin's birthday chalet celebration. Fyn was asking, "Jason has a big family,is it?" Ya...Every now and then, it's always one birthday follow by another.

I waited for the red car to come and of cos' spend no time wasting cam whoring. Lolx.
It was a pretty sun-shiny day and we decided to drive to Thomson Plaza for lunch.


They have weird combi for their set. Pandan cake and garlic toast? The pandan cake is stiff de lo.

Thomson Plaza's Hans' staff have some bad memories. Their staff kept coming to our table and asked if it was our orders.
Jason has his plain old fashion Fish & Chips and greedy me had thier Scrambled egg plus Sausages AND still add on a Spicy Tuna whole meal bread.
I thought their scrambled egg doesn't comes with toast so I thought it's safe to order sandwiches.


When this was served, I looked at Jason with the 'uh ho' look. So friends, if you are ever gonna eat their breakfast items (even after breakfast hours), just rem' those eggs comes with toast.Don't go and kay-kiang like me go and order sandwiches and overdo the whole thing.


My favourite photo of the day.

We had intended to walk down to the Ms Clarity Cafe down the stretch, (They have the Twin Divine cake which is featured in the Yummiest Cakes List) when Jason's mum called. We have to detour back to get the car and fetch her.

It was a long ride to the Safra chalet. There are alot of times I almost dozed off in the car and I wondered how do drivers take the long,monotonous ride?


The chalet looks different from Shaowei's 21st (Holycow! That's already 3 years back!) chalet. Maybe it's different units but honestly their chalets look good! Glass panels, flat screen TV,marble tiles,big toilets etc.

We went to the bowling alley to find the kids first. Found them at the arcade and it is indeed a very bo liao arcade. Well...at least, we played one of those old SEGA games together. Lucky there isn't any football games available.


Jason with Cadence. I have this imaginary bubble that forms from my head thinking of next time Jason teaching his daugther to drive. Lol.

Charmaine and I were sitting besides them.

Fatty-ugly-shortie and me.

What I wore yesterday.

I was SOooooo bored when we went back to the chalet again. Stupid Jason quickly grabbed the opportunity to play the game when he has the chance to AND still have the cheek to tell me he played awhile only and why give him attitude? He didn't say I gave him attitude directly but he meant that. I had no place to sit and left standing there while his eyes are glued to the damn game! I was left in such an awkard situation and felt like an idiot there.

Thank God my friend called me for a chat (but much later also...) to save me outta my bordom! But that was after Jason finished playing but I was a lil' pissed then and I don't feel like entertaining him, so I went on talking to my friend for close to a hour.

It was a quick buffet dinner afterwhich and then EPL. SIAN,SIAN,SIAN!

Non Man Utd supports were cheering for Liverpool and I was half dreaming,half trying to submerged in the stupid football frenzy atmosphere.
I tell you, if it is possible...Jason would just cont'd to sit infront the TV throughout the night. I really feel like burning him off IF his family aren't such nice persons.

It was his cousin's 21st birthday and I think I forgot how was my own 21st birthday. Jason asked me to read my blog archives. -__- I have bad memories! 21 years old, can you believe it has been 3 years and soon coming 4 years since? Gee.....It is scary!
I wanna be 19 years old again!Forever 19!

That was "our" present for the bday gal. Jason bought that for me initially and can anyone just tell me this is PURPLE, not PINK? He thinks it's very nice and says it's pink? T.T Obviously that is more like fuschia than pink,if not just purple loh. I have not use it till now and quite a matter of factly, it isn't a kinda of design that I would fancy. (Despite he told me the retail costs is $129.)

I finally convinced him to give that away as a present. Better that than it continues rotting in my cupboard. I am not that big of a fan of PUMA anymore.Original Adidas anytime!


Late night bowling, another thing which I don't do. I am just not the sort that would do something that I don't usually do. Imagine I be spontaneous and bowl with them that night...I would be the godamn LOSER cum JOKER of the night lo.

My bare bare warmer.

That's about all. I glad 9-13 passes with no major news though I think there are indeed earthqaukes around those affected countries within the Ring of Fire??
Time for housework. Oh Sunday....

收拾下自己的心 好让天使听